{"id":195053,"created_at":"2021-01-07 23:27:38","updated_at":"2021-04-23 02:24:44","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-01-07 23:27:38","original_id":null,"artist_id":12222,"title":"Bleeding Dreams","slug":"bleeding-dreams","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"I had to make up my mind\r\nI tried to make up the time for my past mistakes\r\nI had to cross the line\r\nI need the feeling of freedom and love, no hate\r\nI see my dreams are bleeding\r\nAnd I'm feeling defeated but strong oh yeah\r\n\r\nBeen contemplating (thinking), how can I lace this statement (my statement)\r\nHow can I raise my voice and have my say with no one hating (hating)\r\nMeanwhile I take my steps (my steps)\r\nMain focus on what's next (what's next)\r\nAt least I could say my mistakes came well with heavy lessons (these heavy lessons)\r\nSo if I say my say- all those against would all complain (that's true)\r\nAnd if you cant relate, what good is it to share my pain (what good is it?)\r\nStill smoke to clear my brain (my brain)\r\nExhaling all of the pain \r\nStill think it feels all the same (ey!) too many types of one pain\r\n\r\nI had to make up my mind\r\nI tried to make up the time for my past mistakes\r\nI had to cross the line\r\nI need the feeling of freedom and love, no hate\r\nI see my dreams are bleeding\r\nI see my dreams are bleeding\r\nAnd I'm feeling defeated but strong oh yeah\r\n\r\nStill got my jeans on saggin (sagging)\r\nStill got my chain on dangling (ei!)\r\nStill with the gangstars hanging (hanging)\r\nShe wet like watermelons (iced)\r\nI've watched sum bitches twerk (twerk)\r\nI've watched my niggas work (work)\r\nStill tryna get my worth, still tryna make this work\r\nMy life's like can you handle this\r\nStill rollin up that cannabis\r\nIf you get high on your hopes does it become reality \r\nOr is it how you react to it, life desires & happiness \r\nStill confusing the mind cause your best is just not accurate\r\nAin't losing my mind for this shit, it's just not happening \r\nAnd I ain't wasting my time saying shit that doesn't make sense\r\nThat's no debate, no mistakes\r\nCheck my tracks & you'll relate, or stay a hater\r\n\r\nI had to make up my mind\r\nI tried to make up the time for my past mistakes\r\nI had to cross the line\r\nI need the feeling of freedom and love, no hate\r\nI see my dreams are bleeding\r\nAnd I'm feeling defeated but strong oh yeaah\r\nI had to make up my mind\r\nI tried to make up the time for my past mistakes\r\nI had to cross the line\r\nI need the feeling of freedom and love, no hate\r\nI see my dreams are bleeding\r\nAnd I'm feeling defeated but strong oh yeah\r\nI see my dreams are bleeding\r\nAnd I'm feeling defeated but strong oh yeah","download_count":28,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ff\/77b\/e78\/thumb_596216_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}