{"id":193753,"created_at":"2021-01-01 04:46:47","updated_at":"2021-05-06 22:54:09","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2021-01-01 04:46:47","original_id":null,"artist_id":93931,"title":"Letter to u","slug":"letter-to-u","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Don't get me mad I ain't here to play ur fuckin games\r\nPut the rap game in ma pocket save for it next day\r\nI wanna cry I'm holding back\r\nThese tears finne drop\r\nI finne try to forget iss always coming back\r\n\r\nDon't explain iss all messed up\r\nCause shit iss all you do\r\nGave me life I wanna take it and just give it back\r\nYou say you got me but I lost u I'm just all alone\r\nI still need guidance I can't make it out there on my own\r\nCan you atleast tell me Tator fuck u did some wrong\r\nI) was feeling COLD you took a blanket said It'd keep warm\r\nI) was feeling pain everyday you said It'd be ok\r\nI) am suicidal so I smile just to hide the pain\r\n\r\nJust take me back to those days where you would pick me up\r\nSwing me around make me smile those moments never last \r\n\r\nShit wasn't planned taking chances hoping for the best\r\n\r\nYou was young when I came you said I got ur back\r\n\r\nResponsibilitie came flying at you just like that\r\n\r\nI know it killed you when you heard they said I fuckin smoke\r\n\r\nI ain't that bad dad\r\nShit iss probably just a joke\r\n\r\nI do got problems I prefer to tell the mic alone \r\n\r\nWas only 10 seeing you cry just me fuckin broke\r\n\r\nI let dry And went to cry behind the fuckin door\r\n\r\nAnger Love hate in ma heart issa debate\r\n\r\nWho to love who to hate I gotta segregate \r\n\r\nI'm still confused I need answers I can't even focus\r\n\r\nI fell refused all this drama put me in ma conscious \r\n\r\nTk prom pick me up \r\nAnd please don't put me down \r\n\r\nPut on a beared and I thought I'd wash the pain away\r\n\r\nI'm growing fast I still feel I am a mile away\r\n\r\nCan't ran away these problems coming every fuckin day \r\n\r\nI do fell dirty cause the Lord said I'm here\r\n\r\nThe devil told me Tator all you want I'm giving \r\n\r\n\r\n(Shit I don't understand like...\r\nWhy u gon get together if u just gonna separate....a new life form created)\r\n\r\nEvery fuckin day I'm in the studio \r\nTryna send a message with my audio\u00d74","download_count":44,"play_count":16,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-05-06","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5fe\/e8b\/e2e\/thumb_592269_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}