{"id":180337,"created_at":"2020-10-30 13:01:17","updated_at":"2021-04-12 08:48:31","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-10-30 13:01:17","original_id":null,"artist_id":89160,"title":"Suicide","slug":"suicide-23","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":6983,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Hook\r\n\r\nRumpled bed for the good night\r\n\r\nWoke up feeling committe suicide\r\n\r\nCut yourself peaces, dogs bite\r\n\r\nwhat the hell, I ain't feeling right\r\n\r\nToo many people think I'm alright\r\n\r\nLife Ain't easy, life is hard, right?\r\n\r\nPrayed to God to gimme more time\r\n\r\nHitchin around tryna find time\r\n\r\n(Suicide got no hold on me)\r\n\r\nLotta people have problems, committe \r\nsuicide\r\n\r\n(Suicide got no hold on me)\r\n\r\nI prayed to God to give me power and be on my side\r\n\r\n\r\nVerse 1\r\n\r\nHoliday parties\r\n\r\nPeople having parties\r\n\r\nMy life is apart\r\n\r\nHell is the part\r\n\r\nOf my life and I doubt\r\n\r\nEither people got that\r\n\r\nI'm always fightin' \r\n\r\nThe battles with my body\r\n\r\n\r\nProblem on my body\r\n\r\nthat's Fuck with nobody\r\n\r\nCommitte suicide\r\n\r\nTryna get my body\r\n\r\nIn the grave with nobody\r\n\r\nSuicide go'mee hardly\r\n\r\nAnd I feel so misguided\r\n\r\nI'm close perinatal\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nToo many stresses, people put it on me\r\n\r\nGot many stresses people got it on me\r\n\r\nI ain't really like this shit, take it off me\r\n\r\nGot many issues, but they less than 40 \r\n\r\n\r\nHow am i gon' live my life in a normal \r\n\r\nForm, while my life ain't even formal\r\n\r\nI talked to God, take me out of this Coma\r\n\r\nTalk to me God, I'm waiting for answers yeeeaah\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nHook\r\n\r\nRumpled bed for the good night\r\n\r\nWoke up feeling committe suicide\r\n\r\nCut yourself peaces, dogs bite\r\n\r\nwhat the hell, I ain't feeling right\r\n\r\n\r\nToo many people think I'm alright\r\n\r\nLife Ain't easy, life is hard, right?\r\n\r\nPrayed to God to gimme more time\r\n\r\nHitchin around tryna find time\r\n\r\n\r\n(Suicide got no hold on me)\r\n\r\nLotta people have problems, committe suicide\r\n\r\n(Suicide got no hold on me)\r\n\r\nI prayed to God to give me power and be on my side\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nVerse 2\r\n\r\nRope on my neck, ain't nobody's here\r\n\r\nI screamed so loud, people wasn't there\r\n\r\nI shouted at myself, music cooled me down\r\n\r\nI fold my hands praying for the fair\r\n\r\nI paid you visit tryna build a bond with you God, but you just stopped and stared\r\n\r\nThe rope on my neck hurt a lot but you didn't save me coz you were Hardly care\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nI always give a try\r\n\r\nEven though my life a mess but I try\r\n\r\nCoz I'm only getting beef in a pie\r\n\r\nLike bubble gum I'm chewed one side\r\n\r\nSolve my issues easily like was rollin' dice\r\n\r\nCutting down hypocrits, I'm savin' time\r\n\r\nI hate to lie as much as I hate to cry\r\n\r\nBigger picture on the wall, I'm still alive\r\n\r\nRouse me buh I'm fine\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nHook\r\n\r\nRumpled bed for the good night\r\n\r\nWoke up feeling committe suicide\r\n\r\nCut yourself peaces, dogs bite\r\n\r\nwhat the hell, I ain't feeling right\r\n\r\n\r\nToo many people think I'm alright\r\n\r\nLife Ain't easy, life is hard, right?\r\n\r\nPrayed to God to gimme more time\r\n\r\nHitchin around tryna find time\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n(Suicide got no hold on me)\r\n\r\nLotta people have problems, committe suicide\r\n\r\n(Suicide got no hold on me)\r\n\r\nI prayed to God to give me power and be on my side","download_count":69,"play_count":17,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-12","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f9\/bf2\/020\/thumb_551988_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}