{"id":173468,"created_at":"2020-10-01 15:50:53","updated_at":"2021-04-17 19:13:41","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-10-01 15:50:53","original_id":null,"artist_id":79945,"title":"Meditate","slug":"meditate-10","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Nighur i cnnt rilly meditate..i juss been thnkn m outta state...Look at my head nighur full of smoke..blocked thoughts nthn cmng out\r\n\r\nFeel lik i gt a zombie attack...i cnnt thnk nighur m brainless.....evn thoo i try t write em lyrics nighur i juss has t go thru smthn frst...is dat normal nighur or its juss my brain homie ohh dsnt wnn thnk....i just ...rilly wnn think..gatt alt thoughts t put on table...m de fastest snail alive homie u cn prally call me Turbo...isnt it normal or juss ironic dat a nighur lik me feelin lik dis...i rilly hate it man i juss hate...wait a minute...wy am i rappin loud ..feelin lik i am so aggresive nw..frgv me fr boomin on ur ears\r\n\r\nSyco nighur thy be clln me...some call me Eazi i agree......i lik t sit in de dark en try t find the purpose of doin wat i do...is it waste of time or will i benefit in future i don ril evn knw..i used t do music nighur fr fun...buh nw it has becme my drug oh my ...i cn prally spend de whole dae nighur in my room buzy doin this thang...n im growin each enn erdae..getting motivated all de wae...cn u prally stop me nighur no way...scavenger human dass wat i become...eatin dis amateurs who r hatin....guess wat i dnt hv time nighur t hate\r\n\r\nIm nt ur league i knw...u r bettr dan me so wat bro.. cares abt it..along as i tell muslf than m dpe yea...walkin taller bro...lookin lik a skyscrapper....ain here to compete yow...dnt get it wrng juss a few fcts\r\n\r\nHw cn u compete wit smone homie who dnt rilly knw dat u exist...dat dnt rilly make sense to dis rappers who dnt cre nighur juss lik i......i juss ril do wat i do ...i dnt rilly cre wat dis rapppers do...i cnnt rilly undo wat i hv done en amabou t do","download_count":42,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-17","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f7\/5de\/926\/thumb_530876_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}