{"id":169034,"created_at":"2020-09-13 16:11:45","updated_at":"2021-04-20 15:16:07","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-09-13 16:11:45","original_id":null,"artist_id":80110,"title":"Learn to let go","slug":"learn-to-let-go","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Hook\r\nTo get someone is a gift, but you have to earn them to keep, and your actions should speak, louder than your words ever did, if they don't seem free, let them be, please let them leave, so you can have inner peace, and a chance to breath, if they do come back, then it was meant to be,\r\n\r\nHer loyalty is unbreakable, she's always been dependable, reliable, but the pain you caused her is unbearable, niggas approached and persuade, she told all of em to stay away, just to remain with you, you was fucking different hoes, she found out but she never planned to go,\r\n\r\nNever complains, but she remembers every detail, of the hoes you pursued, entertain everyday, just to maintain your domain, she's an inmate in her brain, from the pain, she's contained, can't inhale or exhale, she always looks inane and insane, to her friends, she became a disgrace, when she trusts you, you used that trust manipulate, then she looks away, till her friends investigate\r\n\r\nProved her claims to true, even with the emotional abuse, absolute solitude, not amused, but she still chose to stay with you, you said you'll change, but you stayed the same, you don't notice the pain, she's feeling every single day, \r\n\r\nPeople gave her clues, and then when she questions you, excuse after excuse, every dispute you ask her, why she likes to accuse you, you get rude, just to dial down the fued, all she wants is the truth, do you mean it when you say you love her too(\"me too\" in a female) , because the last thing she(I) wants to do is to lose you, even though she's induced\r\n\r\nYou get Midnight texts, hoes send you different angles, of different breasts, till she suspects, and she try to inspect, cause in the relationship there's a lot she invests, when she holds back sex, you start to give her threats, [I can't record what happens next], you clear the rest of your chats and claim that all those pictures and texts, were from your eX, as attempts to get you back, now you attack her, asking why she's always on your neck, she apologizes even though she knows the facts, she says she loves you, but you hardly say it back.\r\n\r\nYou're dishonest but committed, she's your goddess but convicted, but the bondage has drifted, and it's ironic that I've scripted, into a sonnet but twisted, because her conscious is tinted, she was the modest you were wicked, for the longest she's forgiven, irregardless the pain you've conflicted, let's be honest for a minute, she's not faultless but you addicted, you were cautious and never admitted\r\n\r\nyour anger is fear in disguise, you know the end might arrive, the last thing you wanna say is goodbye, she's getting cold like it's July, why you surprised, now you try to reconcile, before she says she had enough, all the time she's been tough, all the ups and down were rough, she's startin not to give a single fuck, her love and attachment, always misguided her judgements, she's about to cut the cord with a fuckin hatchet, the detachment, from your harrassment leaves her heart with patches, covering the scratches, the box of matches is empty, so there's no way to you can ignite the flames, or bring the spark back ever again\r\n\r\nHook\r\nTo get someone is a gift, but you have to earn them to keep, and your actions should speak, louder than your words ever did, if they don't seem free, let them be, please let them leave, so you can have inner peace, and a chance to breath, if they do come back, then it was meant to be\r\n\r\n\r\n(Second verse)\r\nThe hottest love, has the coldest end, he made you cry a river, now build a bridge and get over it, you'll get over him, your standards shouldn't be lowering, yeah he overdid, just forget and forgive, of your heart take ownership, show him who the owner is, the opposite of two, is a lonely him and a lonely you, get a review of what you went through, love is a jungle not a zoo, most people still don't have a clue, they jump in like kangaroos, once you catch it like flue, it's not easy to undo, some stick to their word, like they mistaken lipstick for glue, but we get screwed and we grow, like bamboo trees would do, and it opens up your head like a convertible, I've been through a lot, I even lost a shoe, trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone that you never knew, it's hard to do\r\n\r\nHook(within the verse)\r\n*Me and her*\r\nTo get someone is a gift, but you have to earn them to keep, and your actions should speak, louder than your words ever did, if they don't seem free, let them be, please let them leave, so you can have inner peace, and a chance to breath, if they do come back, then it was meant to be, to fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful\r\n\r\nLove is the hardest habit to break, and the most difficult to satisfy, what's important is the first step you take, you'll see you were not paralyzed, now you awake, from a comma, all those sacrifices, your heart was at stake, psychoanalyse, then you improvise, better yet organize, rectify, don't commit suicide, after you realised, that you survived genecide, till you see the sunshine, then you'll get the appetite, then you can testify, in the morning when you go outside to see the sunrise, and the birds fly, then you'll smile with a happy sigh\r\n\r\nIn the sea of love, I've drowned a few times, I'm alive, oxygen I've been deprived, suicide I've thought of it a few times, the pain was a ton, an anvil on my spine, tellin someone would look like an attention seeking stunt, that's why my thoughts, are inside out, I'm not insensitive, maybe just a little bit, but it's one way to avoid getting hit, by an arrow from cupid, that wasn't meant for you to keep, please don't think I'm a lunatic, what's even worse is, as a man you're not, suppose to be sensitive, when you'rec hurt, you're expected to keep pain real deep, carry it, here's a shovel, bury it, no one will cherish it, as I grow, I try to let go, and never try to call a hoe a hoe, even though she knows, It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.","download_count":99,"play_count":13,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f5\/e28\/613\/thumb_517475_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}