{"id":163733,"created_at":"2020-08-16 23:19:06","updated_at":"2021-04-22 09:29:59","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-08-16 23:19:06","original_id":null,"artist_id":73037,"title":"DEVILMYSELF","slug":"devilmyself-2","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"#DEVILMYSELF\r\nI remember em days We was struggling We was tryna get Rich Mama couldn't get her head off the grid She was tryna do whatever for us Pap left when I was just a young nigga sad story I can't remember how He look I got siblings That I don't even Know about fuck that shit I got better things to think about I was smoking this blunt so I could find me my inner peace smoking blunt wouldn't make me a better man I Know one day I would turn a better man I pray god every night hopping that he can get back to me I don't know if he could hear me he only knows what is inside of me hope to find a way to fingure me. I don't know how ( Conversations ) with myself. You know nobody wanna see you succed people are only happy when theY see you downFall but once they help you out It cause they want something from you in Return I had to DEVILMYSELF I turn myself into savage then I lost myself inTo a minute I waa just a young nigga Tryna live large So I did what I Did just so I could Keep winning Grandma told me I should stay out Trouble I started to DreamBigger I starting to thinking different Now I'm up The ceilling with me Good Luck Fake niggaz still pulling me down at least I could see my haters side to side \r\nI had To #DEVILMYSELF\r\nWait what do you think of me \r\nThese niggaz think I've been bluffin just wanna live legacy I just want all these Coolestkids in jozi to Remember me \r\nSo I had to #DEVILMYSELF","download_count":43,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f3\/9a2\/c13\/thumb_494177_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}