{"id":154352,"created_at":"2020-07-14 12:57:00","updated_at":"2021-04-23 11:55:00","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-07-14 12:57:00","original_id":null,"artist_id":20008,"title":"Serenity","slug":"serenity-3","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"I'm at peace with the inner me now\r\nWas really hard when I was growing up\r\nCried for the toys now the shit just sucks\r\nEverything has it's own time right\r\nNow I'm at peace I'm feeling so calm\r\nI'm at peace with the inner me now\r\nI'm feeling serene\r\nSerenity\r\nFeeling serene\r\n\r\nThey say don't cry be a man, man I cry with pen\r\nIf my tears had color would write songs with them\r\nMan I was gona write every fucken night\r\nWhen I run out of ink I use my fucken blood\r\nWhat Im tryna say is that I used to cry every night\r\nAnd I use my blood to write i been through dis pain \r\nCut off some people you don't need everyone \r\nScared of taking my life coz mom will cry\r\n\r\nThey say my future so bright I can't see its blur\r\nI'm always beating myself low self esteem \r\nI'm always losing good people coz of rong reasons\r\nWhen I try to give love it gets no results \r\nIt's like I'm taking it places the address is wrong\r\nIt's never right I wish that I never loved \r\nBut I'm so calm nothing is gonna break me down\r\nI'm at peace if you leaving you are welcome","download_count":113,"play_count":10,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f0\/d8f\/680\/thumb_465128_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}