{"id":152863,"created_at":"2020-07-08 09:27:27","updated_at":"2021-04-02 07:04:38","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-07-08 09:27:27","original_id":null,"artist_id":16272,"title":"Die Together","slug":"die-together","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"She got infinite tears running down from her eyes \r\nI got so many fears they messing wimma mind\r\nShe got so many pills i know she tryna die\r\nAnd I'm shooting to kill...but it's suicide \r\n\r\nI been tryna put her pieces together I-\r\nknow that I promised I could save her but dammit, who am I?\r\nI got so many fears they messing wimma mind\r\nI know that depression got me blind but I'm so deep in it\r\nNeck deep in this disease that my demons tell me death is the only way I can cease from it\r\nI made peace with it so I assemble my uncle's riffle from the keister. Funny how there's an ease to it...\r\nNot leaving notes or saying final goodbyes \r\nThat shit's a cry for help in disguise\r\nAin't no praying now\r\nPills got me inside a haze now \r\nI'm either dying from overdose or blowing my brains out\r\nBut she sends me a text before the take out, she been on the same state telling me for days now\r\nVoices inside my head going insane now telling me to shoot before the drugs in my system got me dazed out-\r\nbut then I momentarily snap out of it to read the message she sent me before I act out\r\nI hesitate for a second and then the pills escalate and so instead of pulling the trigger I pass out\r\n\r\nBut she got infinite tears running down from her eyes\r\nI got so many fears they messing wimma mind\r\nShe said people like her and I never survive\r\nHow do I even tell her that she's stronger than I am?\r\n\r\nEspecially when everything I keep telling her is contradicted by the songs that she's playing on her iPad \r\nLook at the shit my genders promoting and I notice she's also a victim even though she doesn't like that\r\nI know her dad never gave her a lotta time\r\nHe was only giving her money as gifts\r\nDiamonds for every time she ever missed him\r\nShe grew up thinking this is what happiness is\r\nNow every man in her life is just a reflection of her father and all she ever gets is diamond rings\r\nBut they never shine bright enough to light up the trauma that was inflicted and now she's trapped inside her father's sins\r\nI'm aware she's acting like she don't care cuz she's pouting and putting up peace signs in the air like\r\nShe ain't scared but I know the foundation on her face is only there to hide the stains of her tears\r\nAnd I know that she been lying in bed wishing that it was a tomb\r\nShe's the sun, but forgot, so she envies the moon\r\nAnd dammit I really cannot be there cuz I'm battling my own demons I know imma be outta tune but-\r\n\r\nShe got infinite tears running down from her eyes\r\nI got so many fears they messing wimma mind\r\nShe don't even think we'll end up on the side \r\nDon't even wanna lie I don't know what to tell her\r\nSo I'm running my ass off to her place in this rainy weather tryna make her final moment last forever \r\nCuz although we've been living feeling alone I'll catch her before she goes and maybe then we can die together","download_count":97,"play_count":19,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-02","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f0\/572\/323\/thumb_460452_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}