{"id":152374,"created_at":"2020-07-06 08:37:22","updated_at":"2021-04-06 18:50:36","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-07-06 08:37:22","original_id":null,"artist_id":69610,"title":"Drowning in my Tears","slug":"drowning-in-my-tears","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"All this pain, an the deaths \r\nHaven't been goin to church , gotta die Cus am black\r\nIn my tears an drowning \r\n\r\nTreating girls like trash \r\nOnly date for legs cus I only what sex\r\nIn my tears am drowning\r\n\r\nAn when she says No \r\nI gotta force her cus I am a man\r\n(That's a lie)\r\nIf I ever throw my hands at her am weak\r\nAm not a man\r\n(That's right)\r\n\r\nVerse 1\r\n\r\nOpp ohh that's right \r\nAm weak on my knees if I ever hit a tady \r\nNone of it is right \r\nAm also in violation off other woman's rights \r\nAm skin colour black dress code to funerals\r\nRest in peace Gorger Floyd an every black \r\nChild\r\nWho died out of missary \r\nKilled with no mercy nor sympathy \r\nTo every breathing soul out there hearing this \r\nPut your own oxgen in the human's body shoes \r\nBefore claiming it \r\n\r\nAfrican child born an bread in the Motherland \r\nColonised by the other man\r\nI thought he was coming here with peace an harmony \r\nBut it seems like he had other plans \r\nAn since from there my people's lives have been a living hell\r\nTurned against my own kind can never ask em for help\r\nI contribute to the grave yard by offering body bags\r\nOf my own woman and children \r\n\r\n\u00d72\r\nDo I really have to be a monster \r\nLose my dignity to drugs and alcohol\r\nIs there a necessity to force her \r\nIf she wanted she would give me top\r\n\r\nVerse 2 \r\n\r\nIt don't make me a man \r\nIt just opens up the doors of fire for me in hell\r\nThe first place I dont want myself owning a chair \r\nDon't even wanna set foot I wanna set it in heaven \r\n\r\nPrayer contract with the lord I've signed it\r\nBringing change to this world is everybody's assignment \r\nBlack or white just imagine God as a Zebra \r\nPicture him with stripes to him we gotta be United \r\n\r\nA man is born through a woman raised by a woman\r\nFalls in love with a woman but where's the respect \r\nThat white love has never be geniune \r\nIt has always been an act \r\nBlack lives killing is expected \r\n\r\nTaking her soul from her by force yah nigga shame on you","download_count":60,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-06","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5f0\/2c6\/2f2\/thumb_458898_300_300_0_0_crop.jpeg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}