{"id":146572,"created_at":"2020-06-16 21:32:07","updated_at":"2021-04-18 17:00:02","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-06-16 21:32:07","original_id":null,"artist_id":75803,"title":"Stay High","slug":"stay-high-5","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"when somebody hurts me I never go back\/ I carry a lot from my terrible past\/ to many people have taken advantage of of me and then they expect me to laugh\/ so every lover is never gon last\/ unless if they hear what I write in my raps\/\r\n\r\nI'm drifting away in a puddle of booze\/ I'm leaving feeling in every booth\/ If i had a bottle for every person that hurt me i swear it would fill up a pool\/ fill up the ocean with all the emotions I have I swear it would fill up the moon\/ I hide my emotions with every smile i swear i wont let them discover my mood\/\r\n\r\nI always feel weird when I'm faking my smile\/ come across hate and I push it aside\/ Come across love and I push it aside sometimes i just wish I could put it inside\/ living my life I just wish I could cry sometimes\/\r\n\r\nwant some smoke?yeah?\r\n\r\nchorus\r\n\r\nstay drunk \r\n\r\nstay high\r\n\r\nv1\r\n\r\ndifferent intentions with every girl\/im always gon promise I'll give you the world\/ I've never said I'm a man of my word if you fall inlove then your destined to hurt\/ \r\n\r\nliving my life with a thousand regrets\/ not just to mention the meaningless sex\/ drinking and smoking at parties but always feel weird cause I feel like I'm overly blessed \/ \r\n\r\nno one is rich if no one is there's nobody broke\/ counting my blessings it feels like a joke and punchline is I'm covered in gold\/ and it's my time like a watch that I own\/ I will still grind till my music is sold\/ \r\n\r\nlive like a teen but I'm mentally old\/ my heart is alive but the temperature cold\/ rappers can bite me but you know my style is authentic I stay on they're teeth like some gold\/ focus on me and the love that I get I dont give no attention to all of my fows\/\r\n\r\ndont feel like a king I just feel like a slave with the guts who got up just sat on the throne\/ i dont let no one deep in my hearts i will tear you part if i feel like you're letting me go\/\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nv1\r\n\r\nborn with the mind of a visionary\/ love turned my heart to a cemetery\/ all my intentions are very dirty\/ I feel like a myth call me bloody mary","download_count":49,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-18","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ee\/91d\/8a0\/thumb_440739_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}