{"id":143961,"created_at":"2020-06-07 15:07:40","updated_at":"2021-04-21 11:47:54","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-06-07 15:07:40","original_id":null,"artist_id":58977,"title":"Misery","slug":"misery-3","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Into]\r\nah tryna ease this thing \r\ntryna clear my mind \r\n\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nStill 'on't understand,trying so hard to \r\ntryna find a way I never lied to you \r\nEverything did and said\r\nCame from my fucking heart\r\nNow gotta stay high \r\nHigher than a fucking cloud \r\n'coz I'm \r\nTryna numb the fucking pain pain(pain)\r\nTryna numb the fucking pain pain(pain)\r\npain(pain)\r\npain(pain) \r\npain(pain)\r\n\r\n\r\n[verse1]\r\nit's cool you can go ahead \r\nand put the blame on me \r\nthinking Ima feel bad\r\nokay fact is \r\nA month after I met you \r\nBeen stressing like crazy \r\nThe misery you left inside me\r\nit kills me it breaks me\r\nI'm falling apart \r\nI wish we never met \r\nWish I could go back to the day \r\nthat I met you and change direction \r\nI wish it was a fucking dream\r\nI'm starting to understand what my grandma meant by khul uzobona coz I'm seeing it now \r\nIt feels like I'm dreaming no cap \r\nAfter what I did I mean \r\nThe effort that I've put in\r\nto make this whole thing work out \r\nAnd this is what I get \r\nOkay fede \r\nI'll overcome it \r\nIt's jus a matter of time \r\nLike they say time\r\n heals everything \r\nSo I'll be fine \r\nYou'll be outta mind\r\n coz you already decided \r\n\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nStill 'on't understand,trying so hard to \r\ntryna find a way I never lied to you \r\nEverything did and said\r\nCame from my fucking heart\r\nNow gotta stay high \r\nHigher than a fucking cloud \r\n'coz I'm \r\nTryna numb the fucking pain pain(pain)\r\nTryna numb the fucking pain pain(pain)\r\npain(pain)\r\npain(pain) \r\npain(pain)\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n[verse2]\r\n Do yuu still recall those long late night conversations that we used to have ?\r\nTell me what happened to the promises thatchu made ?\r\nOkay maybe it all faded \r\nBut then if it did then I guess I wasn't ready\r\n'Coz I was down for you \r\nNow it all seems like everything you told me was fake as your nails \r\nI was really down \r\nIndeed was ready to ride \r\nWiling to build \r\nwas ready to gas yuu up \r\nThrough your highs and lows\r\nFrom E to F \r\n24\/7 365 was down for ya \r\nGave you my all \r\nCan't believe yuu broke it all\r\nNow I'm so paranoid \r\nIt feels like everybody jus wanna see me miserable and demoralized as fuck \r\nWish I could take a break from everything \r\nIt's so crazy how \r\nYou seem so cool but you a baddie as fuck \r\nI'm so glad it everything happened so fast coz we could've gone so far\r\nthat would bad\r\n\r\n[Hook]\r\nStill 'on't understand,trying so hard to \r\ntryna find a way I never lied to you \r\nEverything did and said\r\nCame from my fucking heart\r\nNow gotta stay high \r\nHigher than a fucking cloud \r\n'coz I'm \r\nTryna numb the fucking pain pain(pain)\r\nTryna numb the fucking pain pain(pain)\r\npain(pain)\r\npain(pain) \r\npain(pain)","download_count":67,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ed\/ce6\/5d8\/thumb_432321_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}