{"id":143628,"created_at":"2020-06-06 11:13:24","updated_at":"2021-04-19 05:27:27","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-06-06 11:13:24","original_id":null,"artist_id":3943,"title":"09. My Catharsis","slug":"09-my-catharsis","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"*Verse1*\r\nFather help me fathers dead and my mind ain\u2019t healthy, the family\u2019s breaking parts and they wanna play all friendly, and if it must come to that momma\u2019s side I\u2019m taking it\u2019s everyone for themselves so fxck the bread you breaking, family matter\u2019s they\u2019ll hate me the day they hear this but know I did it on purpose, y\u2019all perpetrated this notion, the influence is emotion, the smile is just a distortion my sentiment needs abortion this story is just a portion, internally scared, so much risk in a bar. Show you love from afar just to hate in the dark. I see things that family does and I pay attention like father although I should not be bothered my fear is for those after. If it this is how they treat you when there\u2019s no one to retreat to what\u2019s the value of a dory they paid to get daddy with you. The cost of a life, what I thought was a lie, we failed to honor his wish which he said before dying. And all of that is the cause of the commotion we fight, and all this is why we opposing the healing component, so much hate from one who can love I see right through the subs, I\u2019m more comfy speaking my mind when I jump on the mic. When there\u2019s no one insight to watch me recite the shit in my mind about family drama and bad karma with tears that come from my momma I got to calm her the anger I cornered is just another battle to conquer now that is just common.\r\n****************************Skit*******************************\r\n*Verse 2*\r\nWe came from curses and blessing from granny and daddy, didn\u2019t like chilling with family for reasons we buried, few years past the love we had united insanely at least that\u2019s how I felt when I was with family, and then the numbers started falling people started withdrawing I thought blood is thicker than water so who poured in oil cause now sliding out, y\u2019all no longer check the house, crazy how envy will get you jealous when it comes around. Maybe I\u2019m the one who\u2019s a bit confused and acting up. I know that we youngin see it, but look past claiming we not involve, I inherit my families beef and that\u2019s just how I role, I\u2019m mad writing this script because I don\u2019t really like this shit at all. If this is war then imma be the one to build a wall, I hate when people suffer so with me ain\u2019t no either or, Imma be the floor mat you step on to enter the door, love is Law and I don\u2019t disagree but I know I got flaws. Fxck the sugar coat my father died as a diabetic, I call a spade a spade if I don\u2019t say it know it\u2019s gotta wait. I don\u2019t run away I keep it moving I don\u2019t like to stay, I thought it\u2019s just a phase when it had started but it\u2019s here to stay I don\u2019t wanna know what it\u2019s like when family shows you hate. I chose my fate imma speak about the shit that\u2019s in my head. I still got faith and hope\u2019s the only rope that ties the case I\u2019ll lead the way in hopes that we make peace before Christmas day.\r\n****************************Skit*******************************","download_count":92,"play_count":3,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-19","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ed\/b5e\/0b9\/thumb_431254_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}