{"id":143614,"created_at":"2020-06-06 10:58:35","updated_at":"2021-04-22 14:50:58","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-06-06 10:58:35","original_id":null,"artist_id":3943,"title":"01.Thoughts","slug":"01-honestly","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"****************************Skit*******************************\r\n*Verse1*\r\nA Troubled mind is my own, I go these issues you don\u2019t, I\u2019ve seen things that you won\u2019t I been through shit that\u2019ll fxck up the way think, when I blink it\u2019s splatters of ink on a canvas that\u2019s got a pic of my days when I hated Dad. I hate when I start reflecting, having to look back at a time where I felt threatened. Associations with Lucy when people read through my patterns. Gave my life at the alter and hoped that I\u2019d stop rapping but crazy, I got better. Used the hate as a weapon and navigated through slander. Momma received messages, he is deceived look at this. what is this, I\u2019m trapped in my room trynna be atheist, 18 years I\u2019m a failure fading I got no faith in this. my fate debating, I guess I might never make it, some people say I should fake it I\u2019m thinking I\u2019m just not made for this. A, new perspective my thinking is introspective it\u2019s crazy how I\u2019m respected for raising these self-questions.\r\n****************************Skit*******************************\r\n*Verse2*\r\nHad to work on myself the confidence kinda shaky, all I need is the wealth as providence to my baby, lately been feeling shady the line is slim and it\u2019s wavy, this music don\u2019t drive me crazy the path I paved is unstable. The paper chase is race and competitions the neighbour, and I had tried to erase that little feeling of anger, but funny how things change perception becomes a danger, when hunger now breaks chains and your friends become strangers. But, I needed that flame heated by pain did somethings I thought were insane while pissing on fame and now my life don\u2019t fit in this frame cause I ain\u2019t the same, and I don\u2019t want the throne I was gave the one thing y\u2019all claim. Now I\u2019m Silently calling on God, I need redemption. I had to answer my call to get directions. Down On my knees at the door begging for answers, it feels like it\u2019s taking too long what\u2019s my objective?\r\n****************************Skit*******************************","download_count":116,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ed\/b5a\/73e\/thumb_431226_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}