{"id":137966,"created_at":"2020-05-17 13:07:58","updated_at":"2021-04-22 10:59:29","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-05-17 13:07:58","original_id":null,"artist_id":27419,"title":"Lose Myself","slug":"lose-myself","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"ow can I explain it\/you took so long to make up your mind\/So I won't even try take up your time\/I'm thinking all the reasons that I gave you to love me and saying goodbye\/reverse psychology you played with my mind\/Its hight time that I step up and even get my rep up\/and all the nights I kept trying begging you wouldn't let up\/I saw the signs you kept lying to me It was setup\/thinking now I feel that om tired it's hard for me to get up\/its better to love than to not have loved at all\/Even though this love can break you down to size and now you mourn \/I got no regrets I learnt my lesson\/from past relationships although it wasn't pleasant\/and now you gotta learn to live without my presence\/my new girl is a gift I got the biggest present,and when I thought we would've learnt but then you missed your blessings\/hope you hear me now no longer fighting and you get my message\r\n\r\nThat's when I came around\r\nAnd I saw you wasnt right\r\nMy love for self, I found\r\nThanking God, I saw the light \r\nMy baby, no, I'm running out of sight\r\nMy lady, oh , without you I'll be fine\r\nYou be tripping that I'm gone\r\nAnd can't play me like a fool\r\nMy love for you was sound\r\nBut can't take your attitude\r\nMy baby, no, I'm running out of sight\r\nMy lady, oh , without you I'll be fine (fine)\r\n\r\nAfter all the things we been through \/\r\nI know I can't lose my self being with you\r\n\r\nIt was the arguing and the fighting \r\nAnd now you no longer excite me\r\nYou should be glad that I'm writing more\r\nI see it was easy for you write me off \r\n\r\nBut girl I'm saying \r\nit wasn't easy believe me I know your role\r\nBut as soon as you left me i then promised to go for gold \r\nHow the hell are you mad after knowing you sold your soul\r\nTo only fathom got problems also digging a bigger hole\r\nBigger hole in a jungle where you can eat or be eaten\/and why they'll are we beefing\/we could be civilised\r\nGetting mad and you angry that it ain't what you expected\/probably the type of girl to live but to be sick of guys \r\nYa Ain't got a clue about the word love I know very well what pain is\/To be told off that you ain't shit but they forget it all when you famous\/nameless is what I was when you served me the papers\/for real i cant sukk in depression when you mention my haters\r\n\r\nThat's when I came around\r\nAnd I saw you wasnt right\r\nMy love for self, I found\r\nThanking God, I saw the light \r\nMy baby, no, I'm running out of sight\r\nMy lady, oh , without you I'll be fine\r\nYou be tripping that I'm gone\r\nAnd can't play me like a fool\r\nMy love for you was sound\r\nBut can't take your attitude\r\nMy baby, no, I'm running out of sight\r\nMy lady, oh , without you I'll be fine (fine)\r\n\r\nCause I can live without you\r\nLive without you\r\nMy heart's been easy,\r\nJust not thinking about you\r\nYeah I can live without you\r\nLive without you\r\nCause I'm tired staring pictures\r\nOf you\r\nYeah I can live without you \r\nLive without you\r\nMy heart's been easy,\r\nJust not thinking about you\r\nCause I can live without you\r\nLive without you\r\nCause now I'm tired staring pictures\r\nOf you","download_count":88,"play_count":16,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ec\/11a\/eee\/thumb_413093_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}