{"id":136878,"created_at":"2020-05-14 00:56:58","updated_at":"2021-04-15 00:03:54","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-05-14 00:56:58","original_id":null,"artist_id":71314,"title":"MYSELF","slug":"myself-11","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Song:Myself\r\nArtist: Tham'Jay \r\n[Intro]\r\nUhm...these people of this world think being an introvert and antisocial means u don't feel sadness and sorrow...well they just blinded\r\n\r\nDeep in my thoughts I thought it was them but myself\r\n\r\nSo then....here it goes\r\nHUH!!!\r\n[Chorus]\r\nLiving the immortal life\r\nLooking at the Earth's sky\r\nAll people feel as if they can hurt me and get away with it\r\nWell I believe in karma\r\nSipping on the last straw\r\nWishing I was never born\r\nWhat's there to believe when you can't even live in happy world with fair people\r\nWell then I was released to believe in my dreams thinking it would mean a better life for this me well then I guess that was never true cause of the blues that was filled in my pool thinking it would make me cool but it just make me cruel\r\nYea it made me cruel\r\nMade me hate myself\r\n\r\n[Verse]\r\nThe killing of the dude wasn't cool\r\nThey had cut my precious tube\r\nSo they can see my pain come through\r\nI just also wanna have a crew\r\nBut all I have now is just friends\r\nI just don't believe in myself\r\nI don't have confidence in myself\r\nAll I do is breath air for myself\r\nWhat I do is eat and sleep go to school and do nothing bout the thing called life for myself\r\nPray to God for myself \u2070\u207000\u20700000\r\nI know it will be fine for myself\r\nI just wanna live a life for myself\r\nCause all they do is think for themselves only \r\n\r\n[Chorus]\r\nLiving the immortal life\r\nLooking at the Earth's sky\r\nAll people feel as if they can hurt me and get away with it\r\nWell I believe in karma\r\nSipping on the last straw\r\nWishing I was never born\r\nWhat's there to believe when you can't even live in happy world with fair people\r\nWell then I was released to believe in my dreams thinking it would mean a better life for this me well then I guess that was never true cause of the blues that was filled in my pool thinking it would make me cool but it just make me cruel\r\nYea it made me cruel\r\nMade me hate myself\r\n\r\n[Verse]\r\nYou see my face and think I'm happy where as most of the time I'm sad\r\nI feel as if I was born to die\r\nI don't want no person to cry\r\nCause all do is leave them with cuts\r\nSadness and sorrow stabbing my heart\r\nJust trying to complicate my life\r\nAs I am true to the self I don't like\r\nHey I love it when they true to me\r\nBut then I guess life is just a competitive\r\nEven the loneliest have to gain\r\nThe pain of never reviving again\r\nSo don't comfort me with them lies\r\nI'd rather let you break me with the naked truth\r\nDon't even look at my eyes if you gonna lie to me\r\n\r\n[Outro]\r\nDear me...\r\nI've stopped loving you a long time ago...\r\n\r\nFrom Tham'Jay","download_count":69,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-15","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5eb\/c7a\/8a6\/thumb_409738_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}