{"id":136849,"created_at":"2020-05-13 23:23:31","updated_at":"2021-05-21 20:50:03","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-05-13 23:23:31","original_id":null,"artist_id":27097,"title":"13 Hope Was Forbidden","slug":"hope-was-forbidden","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":5739,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Verse 1:\r\nI'm forever haunted \r\nI'm forever haunted by bad dreams\r\nI can't sleep well at night\r\nDon't switch off the lights\r\nDon't switch off the lights\r\nPlz don't switch off the lights\r\nSomething is lurking in the dark,\r\nWho's the next victim, I wonder who's it now\r\nI was already in the dark\r\nSwept away by the darkness\r\nAlready in the dark\r\nI'm drifting \r\nI'm drifting apart \r\nI'm drifting \r\nI'm drifting apart, Depression tryna own me\r\nMaking me alone yeah\r\nYou will never own me...\r\nYou will never, ever\r\n\r\nBad dreams go away\r\nNightmares on my head\r\nTryna kill a brother, tryna kill a nigga\r\n\r\nVerse: 2\r\n\r\nCheck...I've been, I've been \r\nI've been fighting demons\r\nAnd nobody cannot see em\r\nOnly a few can see that niggaz not okay\r\nHope is in the despair \r\nConfusion inside my head\r\nWhat is beauty in solitude if you losing yo strength\r\nAin't nobody there to pick up all that remains \r\nOf you\r\nLoosing yo point of view by the minute\r\nSuicidal thoughts are moving in by the minute\r\nWait somebody is calling me from a far\r\nIs hope really here, I recall she was forbidden\r\nPlz set me free from these chains am locked at\r\nIf this goes any further I'm gon be losing my head\r\nIf this goes any further I'm gon be snoozing again\r\nThey tryna give me meds, I declined coz they couldn't understand \r\nHope was coming, and hope was on the horizon \r\n\r\nThen I heard her voice once again...\r\nCalling me from a far","download_count":69,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/60a\/800\/da7\/thumb_674231_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}