{"id":136763,"created_at":"2020-05-13 18:16:48","updated_at":"2021-04-21 09:30:06","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-05-13 18:16:48","original_id":null,"artist_id":47349,"title":"Rise Above Losses (Unofficial Freestyle)","slug":"rise-above-losses-unofficial-freestyle","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Give me a rose when im alive not dead\r\nI wonder how you'd act when you around my face\r\nYou never seemed to care, when I cut my wrist\r\nSo why should you even care when the casket dips\r\nSee my silence is, covering a lotta damage\r\nIm speaking pain overtime I write a sentence\r\nSpeak it in the language of loneliness with an accent\r\n-depression gave me a lesson\r\nIts senseless, to please things that dont please you\r\nSo when you broken to pieces I will fix you\r\nThats what I say to every mirror that I peep through\r\nYou just gotta teach yourself when there's no one to teach you\r\n-You can heal you, through everything you been through\r\nJust some years ago I couldnt walk or even speak too\r\n- Im really grateful, and im back on my knees too\r\nTryna get some guala to carry me through my issues\r\nAll our uncles are locked up in a prison\r\nAll our brothers turned into nyaope victims\r\nFathers are nothing but some rolling stones\r\nThats why a' generation's fucken different\r\n-we were born as some ammunitions\r\nTo fight against poverty and repair the ceiling\r\nThat's why we living fast and we dying quickly\r\nCoz we feeling like life is a running competition\r\n- Its easy to see but its hard to speak it\r\nIf you been feeling weak in this fucken minute\r\nThen im willing to heal if your heart is bleeding\r\nYou gotta put this shit on repeat and just stop and listen\r\nThere are some blessings that look exactly like curses\r\nThe reason that you hurting is manifesting your essence\r\nWithout a proper learning you'll never decode the lesson\r\nTrust me the pain is worthy, it makes you a better person\r\nIts heavy, to see your soul bleeding through your eyes\r\nYou tryna hide the pain, but we see it in your smile\r\nEverynight you cry and pray, hopping peace could realign\r\n- God is fixing your pieces, I promise you'll feel alive\r\nIn a minute, an hour, a day, or in a year\r\nYour mission is empowered by the pain you fucken felt\r\nUnderstand, that jealousy envies your happy face\r\nAnd the greener grass, the plenty the snakes\r\nSo just laugh, happiness is bought by being umused \r\nSo this is your only chance to eat the fruits of your youth\r\n-Im sinking deep in your shoes\r\n- this world has made happiness a harder tree to uproot..","download_count":92,"play_count":4,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5eb\/c1c\/d34\/thumb_409395_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}