{"id":128994,"created_at":"2020-04-14 08:13:04","updated_at":"2021-05-17 20:42:03","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-04-14 08:13:04","original_id":null,"artist_id":67795,"title":"Jeck Ass","slug":"jeck-ass","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":74,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Song tittle - jeck Ass \r\n\r\nArtist - Athyst Prod by DJ Clyto (C_Musik) \r\n1st verse \r\n. \r\nThese are the words of a silent man, Who never had freedom of making speech\/ \r\nThese are feelings of an angered man, the feelings that I've kept in a cage\/ \r\nI always felt misunderstood, And my actions would be misconstrued\/ \r\nI imprisoned all my emotions, How Naive can i really be Anger is ordering my moves, and my pride turned me cold\/ \r\nI'm the living testimony of adage, relate\/ \r\nYoung troubled jeck ass with a heat of a stone\/ \r\nOverflowing unexpressed emotions leads to pain\/ \r\nThat's how i end up using sex, as remedy to my stress\/ \r\nNo more Winnie(ing) Pooh is gone, oh my God! what a loss\/ \r\nI guess I worked on my offence just break on her defence\/ \r\nI should have worked on being the man, that i promised her to be\/ \r\nI'm such a jeark!! . \r\n\r\n2nd verse . \r\nI've been mocked for being different, For caring i was rejected\/ \r\nEven hurt just for being nice, And it Glorified the wrongs in me\/ \r\nI had my ego fell in love with me, told me being jerck was way to win\/ \r\nI believed i saw the reflections, No more loving so much fornication\/ \r\nNow you know where I'm coming from, i hope you get the picture too\/ \r\nMy ego was my brother, was my father and my teacher too\/ \r\nMy mother did her best, but she couldn't fill the gap\/ \r\nIndirectly father taught me, not to give a fuck or damn\/ \r\nThat's why i never cared, that's why i never really cried\/ \r\nThat's why I'm not blame, for my actions they were caused\/ \r\nBy my family and pears, society had the tools\/ \r\nAnd They scalped me to a man, that i never thought I'd be\/ \r\nI'm not a jeark\/ \r\n. \r\n3rd verse \r\n. \r\nNow i cry if i feel I'm hurt, but nobody told me that can help\/ \r\nAnd i don't care you can say I'm weak, Coz i find strength in the tears i shear\/ \r\nIf you define me as a less a man, Then it's fine you can call me Girl\/ \r\nBut if you find me as a better man, I know for sure boy you leant it hard\/ \r\nThe only time i was a jearck, was when i was concerned\/ \r\nAbout fitting in and lost myself\/ \r\nI was an ass, i know that now\/ \r\nNow i know they never cared, society never helped\/ \r\nAll the did was raise standards for me to reach and call called names\/ \r\nThey called me jeck, and called me ass\/ \r\nMade me feel like i ain't shit\/ And made me feel likve i don't fit\/ \r\nThey made me feel some typa way, They made me feel some kinda mad\/ \r\nThey got me hating, fuck the world\/ Fuck my dad and fuck my pears\/ \r\nFuck you all I'm not a jeck Ass","download_count":85,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-20","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/60a\/2b8\/fb0\/thumb_671804_300_300_0_0_crop.png","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}