{"id":128430,"created_at":"2020-04-11 19:09:58","updated_at":"2021-04-18 12:14:45","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-04-11 19:09:58","original_id":null,"artist_id":67511,"title":"Trying...","slug":"trying-4","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"(chorus) \r\n\r\nfeel like i'm writing a test\r\nfeelings all over my chest\r\ntake out my vest\r\nI'm a vessel filled up with love\r\nRemember when we were still young\r\nthose where the days it was fun\r\none time I was five\r\ngot down on one knee\r\nasked you would you be\r\nthe only one for me\r\nbarely knew my abc's\r\nall I knew was u\r\nrevealing all my feelings through this art\r\nso i'm painting you a potrait of my heart\r\nI just don't know where to start\r\nsee... \r\nyou got this vibe that I like\r\nyou never seek attention\r\nbut that shit surround you\r\nlike that other guy\r\nI'm not the jealous type\r\nso I pretend to like all your boyfriends\r\neverytime they break your heart\r\nfeel we growing more apart\r\nI don't wanna pretend\r\nI just wanna put an end \r\nto the pain\r\nand be the one who mends\r\nthe pieces of your heart\r\nthe male speicies ain't smart\r\ncause we don't give a fuck\r\n\r\n (chorus) \r\n\r\nmany fishes in the sea\r\nthey ain't flyer than the birds\r\nbut i get it you looking for a bad boy\r\nain't no love for a nerd\r\nyeah ya heard\r\nain't no love for a nerd\r\nall i got is these words\r\nI'm just tryna be honest\r\nso I'm scribbling this sonnet\r\nafraid you'll say no\r\nand we'll never ever connect\r\nthis shit is like wi-fi\r\nlooking for a wifey\r\nscrolling up on IG\r\nso many girls that I see\r\nwill they even love me \r\ntell your next man he lucky\r\nThat he lucky\r\n\r\nI'm stuck\r\ntryna change my luck\r\nbeen failing at this love\r\n\r\nI'm stuck\r\ntryna change my luck\r\nbeen failing at this love\r\n\r\nI'm stuck\r\ntryna change my luck\r\nbeen failing at this love\r\nwhat's the point\r\nI'll probably dissap...\r\n(chorus)","download_count":84,"play_count":12,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-18","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5e9\/1f7\/65e\/thumb_382562_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}