{"id":124279,"created_at":"2020-03-23 20:09:15","updated_at":"2021-04-22 17:25:32","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-03-23 20:09:15","original_id":null,"artist_id":64868,"title":"Almost Depressed freestyle","slug":"almost-depressed-freestyle","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"FROM TIME Freestyle\r\nTitle : \"Almost Depressed\"\r\n\r\nVerse [X'Kid] \r\nYeah!\r\nI wish to have a talk with God\r\nAs a human form\r\nSo I can look him in the eye and tell what's going on\r\nI'm tryna find myself but I'm locked in the dark, \r\nThe vision is blurry\r\nMy thoughts lately,\r\nAre gettin' kinda scary.\r\nHelp me, I cannot help myself\r\nI've been trying to reach God\r\nBut height doesn't respond,\r\nI got a gun with me and I'm aiming for my thoughts\r\nThat's the easy way to escape all the odds. \r\nAm I a saint or a sinner?\r\nBut I know I'm not a winner\r\nMy heart cold, and yet we haven't reached winter.\r\nCool it, I won't even prove it. \r\nLot of people on the Earth don't care if they lose me, \r\nI can prove it.\r\nLook I'm not trying to get attention, \r\nI'm just convincing myself that I hate you. \r\nThis is crazy,\r\nBut eyes can lie too I've seen it, and I'm telling the honest truth for real.\r\nBless the God blessed\r\n P_dot wrote that,\r\nI got motivated and nothing can change that,\r\nI did rap with no swear\r\nMan I was raised well\r\nHeaven sent, I state facts man, no hate. \r\n2019 gave me nice things,\r\nGlass of vodka, I'm hitting it dry gin.\r\n2020 has turn you to two faced\r\nThe trust hurts, \r\nHad to medidate before I took hate.\r\nDon't pass a blunt, \r\nI don't hold grudges. \r\nForgive and relax my man, just never forget it.\r\nNever lose yourself, \r\nCoz we got snakes out there \r\nI almost lost myself,\r\nBut now I'm back on track. \r\nLove can kill you, L.U.V can traumatize you to death.\r\nTrust me yeah I know that.\r\nNothing personal but this is getting heavy now,\r\nI'm still addicted to your love, I do need you now \r\nYou broke my heart twice, and you didn't notice.\r\nMaybe you had my back and I couldn't even notice.\r\nMaybe you had a friend, and you couldn't hold kissing\r\nI wouldn't be surprised but you ain't a Gold digger, \r\nYou got me \"almost depressed\"\r\nCoz all we had was finesse \r\nMaybe I went too fast \r\nBefore you showed me Love. \r\nBut How you do it now\r\nIt doesn't count me twice,\r\nAlready broke my heart\r\nWith your coldest lies\r\nYou are the Rose I used to water everyday,\r\nYou were The Golden I can battle in any way,\r\nYou gave me Life that I couldn't even hate,\r\nHe showed up and decided to change. \r\nHe gave you time and I was late to realise,\r\nPrioritize every way\r\nAnd For that he got an A\r\nBut I was doubting your Love I got in me\r\nBecause you looked very happy when you with him","download_count":115,"play_count":7,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":3,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5e7\/8fb\/1f9\/thumb_369110_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}