{"id":12033,"created_at":"2018-02-02 19:21:36","updated_at":"2021-04-09 13:30:20","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2018-02-02 19:21:36","original_id":null,"artist_id":8746,"title":"Best In Me by Si-Ye'","slug":"best-in-me","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":915,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"(Verse 1) \r\nDepending whether luck is on my side\/\r\n\r\nThis may be the last time I get a chance to roll the dice\/\r\n\r\nAnd its all or nothing, no time to follow mind\/\r\n\r\nBut I'm often stuck in a debate between my heart and mind\/\r\n\r\nHey, not even in the heart of where it's happening \/\r\n\r\nNo money for a market or a strategy\/\r\n\r\nDuche told me that I'm slacking and he's mad at me\/\r\n\r\nBut I don't think he knows about the demons that I'm battling\/\r\n\r\nI'm choking because of pressure\/\r\n\r\nDon't see results but I'm focused upon the effort\/\r\n\r\nAnd it's hard to be focused when under pressure\/\r\n\r\nEspecially when your peers are popping off from the ledgers\/\r\n\r\nI'm cursing these bank statements\/\r\n\r\nThis street credit is serving us blank statements\/\r\n\r\nI honestly can't take it\/\r\n\r\nIt's funny the same music I'm making I can't take it but\/\r\n\r\nMy cousin tells me that he's proud of it\/\r\n\r\nPlay my shit in his car when he's out thuggin\/\r\n\r\nAnd snapchatting the shit like 'bruh I'm about nothing\/\r\n\r\nBut getting rich with homies and living my life thuggish'\/\r\n\r\nFiending for glory\/\r\n\r\nHis motivational tweeting gives me assurance \/\r\n\r\nOn occasions the preachers gimme assurance\/\r\n\r\nBut it's God that I talk to when I'm in need of assurance\/\r\n\r\nWith a broken telephone, but He knows what's up\/\r\n\r\nAnd sleeping on car seats got me in need of shoulder rubs\/\r\n\r\nTryna show the rents that we're old enough\/\r\n\r\nTo notice when the dream is a dream and when it's close enough\/\r\n\r\nAnd on my life I know it's close enough\/\r\n\r\nEither we growing up or we blowing up\/\r\n\r\nAnd I just wanna thank you for your patience \/\r\n\r\nA lot of people probably would've gave in\/\r\n\r\nBut you saw the Best In Me, always\/\r\n\r\n(Verse 2) \r\nAnd my mother can't look at me in the face\/\r\n\r\nI know my friends gon relate\/\r\n\r\nCoz we're brothers when together on this journey \/\r\n\r\nI wanted music and she wanted an attorney\/\r\n\r\nCase closed, no pun intended\/\r\n\r\nBut I can never go deeper with how I'm really living\/\r\n\r\nCoz my sanity and private life are married G\/\r\n\r\nAnd if that ends I'm probably losing my everything\/\r\n\r\nPlus there's bigger fish upon the stove \/\r\n\r\nCompared to all the shit that I can hardly show\/\r\n\r\nBruh, I swear I used to have a sister\/\r\n\r\nBut we're not as close anymore\/\r\n\r\nLife happens and shit happens that's how it goes \/\r\n\r\nI let Jesus take the wheel I was losing control\/\r\n\r\nI was losing the shit\/\r\n\r\nI just want the life that I knew as a kid\/\r\n\r\nWhen it was everything that I imagined\/\r\n\r\nWe made cars from bricks we had magic\/\r\n\r\nYea we had magic\/\r\n\r\nbut you know life happens\/\r\n\r\nAnd your about to be a mother now\/\r\n\r\nAnd I just hope your blessings get to come around\/\r\n\r\nCoz you taught me how to see Jesus\/\r\n\r\nNo longer stressing coz I see Jesus\/\r\n\r\nAnd he told me that he knows what's up\/\r\n\r\nTold me to keep my head and my shoulders up\/\r\n\r\nNo need to show them ba we old enough\/\r\n\r\nTo notice when the dream is a dream and when it's close enough\/\r\n\r\nBut on my life I know it's close enough \/\r\n\r\nEither we growing up or we're blowing up\/\r\n\r\nAnd I just want to thank you for your patience\/\r\n\r\nA lot of people probably would've gave in\/\r\n\r\nBut you saw the Best In Me, always and forever and I thank you for that\/\r\n\r\n#VarsyBlues","download_count":279,"play_count":9,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-09","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":null,"status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}