{"id":116284,"created_at":"2020-01-30 13:12:16","updated_at":"2021-04-21 23:39:06","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-01-30 13:12:16","original_id":null,"artist_id":23884,"title":"Letter of Apology","slug":"letter-of-apology","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"You tried to make it work \r\nAt times u over worked \r\nU put kids in bed \r\nWith dinner made\r\nI came home late claiming I was at work \r\nBut I was out on booty calls \r\nU had mothers love with touch \r\nGirl that type of love is really hard to find \r\nWe didn't hv much \r\nBut you'd gave me all the love \r\n I did the opposite \r\nChasing other women \r\nI thought that made man \r\nWhen I needed u girl stuck around\r\nWhen you need I was no way to found\r\nI took ur joy away \r\nI gave u sorrow instead \r\nU needed food for the kids \r\nBuh Am out in clubs buy bottles for these shawtys \r\nI remember moms complaining bout pops not food on the table \r\nBuh Out doing the same thing \r\n\r\n(Chorus)\r\nI didn't mean hurt u \r\nI didn't mean break u \r\nI didn't mean leave u \r\nThis is a letter of apology to say am sorry \r\nI didn't mean hurt u \u00d73\r\n \r\nV2 \r\nI really didn't I wish I could take it back but I can't \r\nIts all in past but the pain still remains\r\nBelieve me I know hurting \r\nAll the nights that made cry \r\nHow can I live with myself \r\nAfter the pain that put through \r\nAm out here writing sad songs forgetting that I broke a heart \r\nI left more than just a scar \r\nU hearing this song might open old wounds \r\nTruly thats not my intention \r\nI am living in regrets of my actions\r\nThis is a letter of my apology\r\nI tried move but gulit tripping \r\nWhat did to u is unforgettable\r\nI left stab wound \r\nNow u don't trust guys I blame on me \r\nI wish did different\r\nI wish took u out dinner date s\r\nI wish held ur hand \r\nI wish u find a fixer a bttr man to heal heat \r\nTo give u love \r\nTo give time \r\nAnd everything u desire\r\n\r\nI heard u move \r\nI heard he treats btr \r\nI heard gives love n everything I didn't \r\nTo tell u the truth am glad you okay \r\nAfter all pain \r\nU derseve joy ,love and happiness \r\nThis my apology","download_count":119,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5e3\/2b9\/b95\/thumb_343742_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}