{"id":114886,"created_at":"2020-01-19 11:17:54","updated_at":"2021-04-22 23:33:22","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-01-19 11:17:54","original_id":null,"artist_id":28102,"title":"01. Lonely Diaries (January 17th)","slug":"01-lonely-diaries-january-17th","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Geographic Odyssey\r\nLong walks, but the body still\r\nFind God in Poetry...\r\nWrong words but the message lives\r\nPineal a Time machine\r\nHere I'm broke but the mind is rich\r\nAsk archeologists\r\nHow they know what the fossil feels\r\nWaited so long\r\nThat I stopped seeking out for tips\r\nWent to the church\r\nAnd they confirmed why I don't believe\r\nRead on Mandela\r\nThen realized we were never free\r\nHugged on my mama\r\nCause the pain had drained me out of tears\r\nMaybe I'm wrong\r\nI should try and stay positive\r\nMaybe I'm right\r\nThe world is full of false narratives\r\nMaybe I'm both\r\nCause I can never know everything \r\nMaybe I know but say I don't\r\nJust to accommodate...\r\nAward nominated\r\nSelf doubt is winning still\r\nThis diary entry\r\nIs a letter to my future self\r\nI'll play it back in 2030\r\nSo remember this\r\nWas never just a rapper,\r\nI was born a Novelist...\r\n\r\n\r\nI won't stop until I have a feature with\r\nVerb, Stogie and Zubz\r\nMany say they're the sons\r\nIts corporate espionage\r\nCause I'm the chosen one\r\nWrite Manuscript of last letters\r\nWhile I smoke cigars with all the gods\r\nAnd show them music from my good eyes\r\nWatch this movie with the pictures off\r\nCause I paint it with my words\r\nThe lonely paintbrush\r\nAll my relationships \r\nhave ended on the canvas\r\nPlus the girl I like is \r\nlooking at me through a broken heart\r\nLike it's just sex and nothing more\r\nI'd rather write this song \r\ncause music makes better love\r\nI don't want it if it won't build family bond\r\nThat's why I work so hard\r\nI'm meditating for a better life and heavy bars\r\nTryna drink less a little more\r\nSince I lost 9th Month Art\r\nA record label I had built \r\nJus' to give the world my soul\r\nShare my story with y'all \r\nWas never just rapper\r\nI'm Novelist with a songs","download_count":104,"play_count":2,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":2,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-22","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5e2\/41e\/957\/thumb_339230_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}