God bless those who're God blessed.. Not me!
I'm way too God dammed!
I got... Mmmh I got
Suicide thoughts; in ma Head// My own heart wanna Love me; when I'm Dead// My heart is Bigger than a Blue Whale's Grave.. Every corner's full of Hate.. I know none about Love these Days.. Ain't got God's Grace.. I just wonder why I even Pray.. When I don't even hear what the God Says.. I'm a__ Dead Kid Alive.. I have seen Worse.. This ain't no Karma; but a Curse.. I just need!!!.............
I need God's Love x2.. Kinda Love; that will forever Last...
I need God's Love x3... Is that too Much to Ask?
Everybody's asking, Why I don't talk Much? .. What's there to talk about, when yuu got no God's Love? x2
Ey Dead Kid Breathin'// my path is so Blurry// if the Devil keeps Leadin'// its gonna be meeee that yuu Bury.. Meeeee that is six feet.. Dig Deep.. they prolly gon' Miss meee.!!// God!!! Tell me What did I do Wrong... You really don't care bout Me and my Soul//.. don't give damn bout me and my Home// I guess I gotta be the God of my Own//..
I'm a Nine Six-O'Five-twenty two... Ma on my Birthday, I don't even need a Cake// the Devil told me; if I get it and I cut it: imma put my life at Stake// iss a Give or Take// yuu give and Never Take// they Take and never Stay// ... Tell me that you Love me! I swear to God b*tch imma punch you in the Face//. if it ain't God's Love; better keep it to yourself!!.. Better Put it in a safe Place//. take it out outta Space//. maybe some day imma get High; fly Away// where the Love Stay... But for now just Pray; that I make it.. Outta these dark Days!.... Ma! I'm sorry for the money that I stole in your Bible// looking in the Mirror; mirror on the wall " Who is I? "... Why am I caught up [ in-this Struggle//
Don't ask me how I Feel.
This Pain is way too Real.
I know how Dead I Feel.
But I ain't Dead for Real.
I'm just a Strange Kidd.. And I'm fallin' in Deep... Don't let me HHP.. I might Suicide..