{"id":109224,"created_at":"2019-11-27 10:59:59","updated_at":"2021-04-23 05:55:37","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2019-11-27 10:59:59","original_id":null,"artist_id":44442,"title":"God's Love","slug":"gods-love","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"God's Love\r\n\r\nGod bless those who're God blessed.. Not me! \r\nI'm way too God dammed!\r\n\r\nI got... Mmmh I got\r\n\r\nSuicide thoughts; in ma Head\/\/ My own heart wanna Love me; when I'm Dead\/\/ My heart is Bigger than a Blue Whale's Grave.. Every corner's full of Hate.. I know none about Love these Days.. Ain't got God's Grace.. I just wonder why I even Pray.. When I don't even hear what the God Says.. I'm a__ Dead Kid Alive.. I have seen Worse.. This ain't no Karma; but a Curse.. I just need!!!.............\r\n\r\nI need God's Love x2.. Kinda Love; that will forever Last...\r\nI need God's Love x3... Is that too Much to Ask?\r\n____________________________________________\r\nEverybody's asking, Why I don't talk Much? .. What's there to talk about, when yuu got no God's Love? x2\r\n\r\nEy Dead Kid Breathin'\/\/ my path is so Blurry\/\/ if the Devil keeps Leadin'\/\/ its gonna be meeee that yuu Bury.. Meeeee that is six feet.. Dig Deep.. they prolly gon' Miss meee.!!\/\/ God!!! Tell me What did I do Wrong... You really don't care bout Me and my Soul\/\/.. don't give damn bout me and my Home\/\/ I guess I gotta be the God of my Own\/\/..\r\n\r\nI'm a Nine Six-O'Five-twenty two... Ma on my Birthday, I don't even need a Cake\/\/ the Devil told me; if I get it and I cut it: imma put my life at Stake\/\/ iss a Give or Take\/\/ yuu give and Never Take\/\/ they Take and never Stay\/\/ ... Tell me that you Love me! I swear to God b*tch imma punch you in the Face\/\/. if it ain't God's Love; better keep it to yourself!!.. Better Put it in a safe Place\/\/. take it out outta Space\/\/. maybe some day imma get High; fly Away\/\/ where the Love Stay... But for now just Pray; that I make it.. Outta these dark Days!.... Ma! I'm sorry for the money that I stole in your Bible\/\/ looking in the Mirror; mirror on the wall \" Who is I? \"... Why am I caught up [ in-this Struggle\/\/\r\n\r\nDon't ask me how I Feel.\r\nThis Pain is way too Real.\r\nI know how Dead I Feel.\r\nBut I ain't Dead for Real.\r\n\r\nI'm just a Strange Kidd.. And I'm fallin' in Deep... Don't let me HHP.. I might Suicide..\r\n\r\nHook:","download_count":112,"play_count":5,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-23","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5dd\/e3a\/2c1\/thumb_321732_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":null,"status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}