{"id":148229,"created_at":"2020-06-22 17:57:14","updated_at":"2021-04-15 19:42:01","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-06-22 17:57:14","original_id":null,"artist_id":76498,"title":"Thoriso ft. N'Veigh","slug":"thoriso","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"Artist: Abe Thobela \r\nSong: Thoriso \r\nAlbum: 2020 Vision EP\r\n\r\nVerse1 (N\u2019Veigh)\r\nThey say you never know what you got till it\u2019s gone and\r\nThat\u2019s no lie, we met in \u201909, and she was so fine\r\nHad that one dimple on the face that I\u2019ve known I\r\nGod wanna make me this better\r\nI\u2019m in the best space as I write you this letter\r\nI\u2019m not good love I\u2019m living in hurt\r\nOn the real I just feel like I\u2019m swimming in dirt\r\nAs my tears now drip on the shirt, I just feel like\r\nI\u2019m caught in the place that is dark\r\nThe pain that I hold here is strange in my heart\r\nYet I thought of the love that you gave me\r\nAt times I was wrong you forgave me\r\nAnd not even once would you hate me\r\nI feel like I\u2019m lost and there\u2019s no one to save me\r\nIt feels like it\u2019s me and myself now\r\nI don\u2019t think I can live with myself now\r\n\r\nChorus\r\nI\u2019ve been waiting to meet you\r\nI know you out there somewhere\r\nAre you waiting to meet me too\r\nEvery morning I stutter\r\n\r\nVerse 2 (N\u2019Veigh)\r\nI remember \u2026 we would go dutch\r\nOn my birthday you bought me a Ronan gold watch\r\nWhat a time piece, and the stones make the time freeze\r\nEven had to front like I know such\r\nYou would laugh at the jokes too\r\nWhen it came to a song you the fan I would go to\r\nA fan I was close to, the one I spoke to\r\nOne who understands what I go through\r\nI stay in touch with your moms and Palesa\r\nHit them on the phone let them know that I miss ya\r\nAnd when it gets deep, and when I can\u2019t sleep\r\nThat\u2019s when I depend on the liquor, but\r\nI\u2019m not bitter at the fact that you gone\r\nBecause the Lord knows what he\u2019s doing\r\nBut the plan is to accept and to mourn\r\nAnd get the happiness I\u2019m pursuing\r\n\r\nChorus\r\nI\u2019ve been waiting to meet you\r\nI know you out there somewhere\r\nAre you waiting to meet me too\r\nEvery morning I stutter\r\n\r\n\r\nVerse3 (Abe Thobela)\r\nIn this past few years, life has been tough\r\nNo joke in the world could have made a Nigga laugh\r\nMy fam was living in misery, no sympathy\r\nSomething even a prayer couldn\u2019t solve, real mystery\r\nMy mom lost her son, and she was losing another one\r\nCall me a momma's baby, I'm really my mother son\r\nNothing ever hurt the most like seeing my mother cry\r\nPain has gotten hold of me ever since my father died\r\nI lost my brother then had to do an operation\r\nFor a couple of years it\u2019s been really hard concentrating\r\nMy girl left me because Nigga wasn\u2019t working\r\nHow was I to know what I love is what will hurt me \r\nI'm a book worm who lost interest in reading\r\nGot a lifetime of wounds that aint stop bleeding\r\nWishing to die but got people who still need me\r\nLook in the mirror hoping to see why I'm still breathing","download_count":59,"play_count":1,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-15","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5ef\/0d4\/a19\/thumb_446025_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}