{"id":114142,"created_at":"2020-01-12 18:27:28","updated_at":"2021-04-21 23:10:10","deleted_at":null,"published_at":"2020-01-12 18:27:28","original_id":null,"artist_id":9546,"title":"Deserve","slug":"deserve-4","status":"published","description":null,"album_id":null,"streets":1,"source_type":"s3","source":"file","lyrics":"[Verse 1] Ever since you stepped in my life\r\nYou been all on my mind\r\nAnd it's funny how you contributed\r\nMuch in my heart in the little amount of time\r\nMy belly will seemingly look as if I'm pregnant\r\nDue to the butterflies you filled in my stomach\r\nAnd they kicking, I'm swimming in pool of happiness\r\nAnd I'm telling you\r\nYou must be somewhat of a switch\r\n'cause every single time your name\r\nPops on my phone\r\nMy day brightens, I'm in my feelz\r\nAnd the way that I always think of you\r\nI'd swear you've been Engraved on my brain\r\nThe thought of you alongside your daughter \r\nEnlightens my mood\r\nYou've got a lot on your plate\r\nIt doesn't hurt to share\r\nPlus I've got an appetite\r\nTo consume all your pain\r\nAll the sadness you always bare\r\nI'm tryna keep your head held up\r\nI'm pretty sure your mother is up in Heaven\r\nBragging about how an amazing daughter she's got\r\nLet me be your medication\r\nJust like how you are to me\r\nI'd abondone a lot to be by your side \r\n'cause there's honestly no where else to be\r\nMy heart been locked with unconditional love\r\nAnd yours seem to hold the key\r\nI still can't believe a queen like you\r\nWould reflect your love on me\r\nI'm already nervous \r\nAbout our first date this Saturday \r\nWhat I've got to offer is deep\r\nAnd a lot haven't reached the surface\r\nAnd like a symphony \r\nYour vibe is complicated \r\nI've never loved complications \r\nBut surprisingly I love what's complicated \r\n'cause girl you're amazing\r\nI'd like to take some time to talk God\r\nExpressing my views\r\nMake a lane about what you do to me\r\nAs I take God through\r\nThe impact you brought to my doorstep\r\nExplain the time it took to\r\nCreate something in just a moment\r\nIf only you knew how hopeless\r\nI was due to love, now again, that door is open\r\n\r\n[Chorus] the beginning and end\r\nOf what was real on my side\r\nAnd fake on your side\r\nYou never loved me\r\nNow I'm crying over a fake lost love\r\nYou deserve, I deserve \r\nYou fake loved me, now you happy while I am hurt\r\n\r\n[Verse 2] But pain is compulsory\r\nNo matter what\r\nThe lies you fed me is fatal\r\nIt almost killed me\r\nGirl your love is murderous\r\nNow that we apart you be on my mind\r\nFrom dusk 'till dawn\r\nI don't know why I feel like this\r\nWhen my heart broke with your fingerprints on\r\nI'm killed 'cause this song\r\nWas 'pose to be glorification\r\nOn how much I got your back\r\nAnd interests best at heart\r\nI thought we sparked a connection\r\nSimilar to what you see\r\nWhat happened between\r\nThat white lady and King Kong\r\nNow this song is turning out to be\r\nBoth the start and end of a love I never expected\r\nTo quickly go wrong","download_count":119,"play_count":0,"restrict_download":0,"generated_thumbnail":null,"flag_count":0,"download_count_24":1,"download_count_24_at":"2021-04-21","reupload_sent":0,"thumb_path":"https:\/\/s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com\/sol-assets\/uploads\/public\/5e1\/b48\/857\/thumb_336776_300_300_0_0_crop.jpg","status_reason":"published","status_reason_alt":null,"tags":[]}